Marie :neurodiversity: <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/introduction" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#introduction</a><br><br>here goes nothing; CD-Love is my cozy small allowlist-instance to try and explore some aspects of myself<br><br>certainly not new to fedi, please spare yourself tutorials on the network.<br><br>about me: i'm a... FTM guy i guess. living in the netherlands but don't come from here. for years have been holding on to a simple binary expression due to dysphoria and societal pressures. lately have done musing on things and decided my gender needs a DLC, and that i've been repressing the aspect of my life where i wanted to be an "effeminate man", or other words that are pretty much slurs that i don't want to and won't quote here. sounds harsh but little me didn't know better due to the environment i was raised in.<br><br>thus i stopped at the words bigender and androgyne. and at some point, when my body allows me to, i want to crossdress amplifying both my masculine traits and a feminine frame.<br><br>for now, that part of me remains solely online, hence also the feminine name and typically masculine pronouns and terms used.<br><br>i also do want to set an example that crossdressing is not just a fetish, it shouldn't be seen as only that and that it can be a part of someone's gender identity<br><br>outside of the musing, i sometimes draw or play on my 3DS or steam deck, although most of the time i lack the right energy to do so due to being in recovery. feel free to ask me for my pretendo friendcode! maybe we can play smash bros or mario kart.<br><br>i'm autistic, and got C-PTSD and probably some PTSD going on. that might explain some of my behaviors.<br><br>one day i should get back to making websites. i used to be somewhat active in indie web circles, but withdrew over time for mostly personal reasons.<br><br>feel free to ask me about anything regarding my interests or identity, and if you feel like following please read my bio!<br><br><a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/queer" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#queer</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/lgbtq" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#lgbtq</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/transgender" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#transgender</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/bigender" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#bigender</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/androgyne" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#androgyne</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/crossdressing" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#crossdressing</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/transmasc" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#transmasc</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/transman" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#transman</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/pokemon" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#pokemon</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/nintendo" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#nintendo</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/nintendo3ds" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#nintendo3ds</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/art" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#art</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/videogames" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#videogames</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/gaming" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#gaming</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/netherlands" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#netherlands</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/indieweb" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#indieweb</a> <a class="hashtag" href="https://crossdress.love/tag/webmaster" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">#webmaster</a>