Mark Carrigan<p><strong>✍️ How to enjoy writing in spite of the lure of generative AI</strong></p><p>Over the last year I’ve been working on a book <em>How to Enjoy Writing </em>exploring the implications of generative AI for academic writing. I felt I had something important to say about the personal reflexivity involved in working with large language models, but in recent months I’ve realised that I lost interest in the project. Given the book was about cultivating <em>care </em>for our writing, as opposed to rushing through it with the assistance of LLMs, I’ve decided to break it up into blog posts which I’ll share here:</p><ol><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/14/the-lure-of-machine-writing-and-the-value-of-getting-stuck/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">The lure of machine writing and the value of getting stuck</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/13/the-eeriness-of-writing-with-claude-when-ai-mirrors-your-voice/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">The Eeriness of Writing With Claude: When AI Mirrors Your Voice</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/03/31/thriving-in-creative-darkness-free-association-and-llm-collaboration/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Thriving in Creative Darkness: Free Association and LLM Collaboration</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/07/the-ethical-gray-areas-of-machine-writing-in-higher-education/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">The Ethical Grey Areas of Machine Writing in Higher Education</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/13/machine-writing-and-the-challenge-of-a-joyful-reflexivity/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Machine writing and the challenge of a joyful reflexivity</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/13/the-ebb-and-flow-of-writing-from-struggle-to-unconscious-fluency/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">The Ebb and Flow of Writing: From Struggle to Unconscious Fluency</a></li><li><a href="http://Will%20Claude%20tell%20you%20if%20your%20writing%20is%20crap?%20The%20danger%20of%20LLMs%20for%20wounded%20academic%20writers" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Will Claude tell you if your writing is crap? The danger of LLMs for wounded academic writers</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/14/generative-ai-and-the-creative-confusion-of-academic-writers/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Generative AI and the creative confusion of academic writers</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/14/using-generative-ai-for-functional-rather-than-expressive-writing/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Using Generative AI for functional rather than expressive writing</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/15/the-joy-of-academic-writing-in-the-age-of-ai/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">The Joy of Academic Writing in the Age of AI</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/15/the-objects-with-which-we-write-the-materiality-of-academic-writing-in-a-digital-age/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">The Objects With Which We Write: The Materiality of Academic Writing in a Digital Age</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/15/how-llms-change-the-relationship-between-thinking-and-writing/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">How LLMs change the relationship between thinking and writing</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/15/machine-writing-and-keeping-your-inner-world-awake/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Machine writing and keeping your inner world awake</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/16/finding-joy-in-the-creative-darkness-reflections-on-writing-and-stuckness/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Finding Joy in the Creative Darkness: Reflections on Writing and Stuckness</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/16/the-subtle-pleasures-of-llms-psuedo-understanding/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">The subtle pleasures of LLM’s psuedo-understanding</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/16/we-urgently-need-to-talk-about-the-temptations-of-llms-for-academics/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">We urgently need to talk about the temptations of LLMs for academics</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/16/generative-ai-and-thriving-in-creative-darkness/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Generative AI and thriving in creative darkness</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2025/04/16/academic-writing-has-always-been-in-flux/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Academic writing has always been in flux<br></a></li></ol><p>This is Claude’s summary of the core argument which unites these posts into a coherent project. One of the reasons I lost my enthusiasm for the project was the manner in which its capacity to imitate my style, sometimes doing it when I hadn’t asked, disrupted the psychology of my enthusiasm for what I was doing:</p><pre>The core argument of the book is that generative AI forces academics to confront fundamental questions about why we write and what writing means to us beyond mere productivity. While machine writing offers tempting solutions to the difficulties inherent in academic writing, these difficulties are actually integral to the creative process and intellectual development. If we embrace AI tools primarily as efficiency mechanisms to produce more outputs more quickly, we risk losing the joy and meaning that make writing worthwhile in the first place. Instead, we should approach AI as a conversational partner that enhances our thinking rather than replacing it, staying with the productive "trouble" of writing rather than seeking to escape it. This reflexive approach to writing technology allows us to resist the instrumental acceleration of academic life while still benefiting from AI's creative potential.</pre><p>However I’ve used Claude to support the editing of these blog posts based on the 80% complete draft of the book, simply because I wouldn’t get round to it otherwise. It has copy edited extracts, condensed them at points, chosen some titles and generally polished the text. There’s a few bridging sentences it provided but nothing more than this. I’m glad it’s given this project a public life because I feel like I was saying something valuable here. But I wasn’t willing to produce a second book on generative AI in two years, as it felt like I was stuck in a performative contradiction which was increasingly uncomfortable. </p><p>Instead my plan is to focus on doing my best intellectual work by focusing, for the first time in my career really, on one thing at a time. I’ll still be blogging in the meantime as the notepad for my ideas, but I’d like to take a more careful and nuanced approach to academic writing going forward. I’m not sure if it will work but it’s a direct outcome of the arguments I developed in this book. It was only when I really confronted the rapid increase in the <em>quantity </em>of my (potential) output that I was able to commit myself in a much deeper way to the <em>quality </em>of what I wanted to write in future.</p><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/wp-content/uploads/2025/04/img_1919.jpg" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank"></a><p><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6IytEOXamsk" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6IytEOXamsk</a></p><pre>And this is how we rise - by taking a fall<br>Survive another winter on straight to the thaw<br>One day you'll learn to strain the tea through your teeth<br>And maybe find the strength to proceed to the peak<br>You press on into the thin again and cannot breathe<br>Swallow so much of my damn pride that it chokes me<br>The real risk is not a slipped grip at the edge of the peak<br>The real danger is just to linger at the base of the thing</pre><p>This is a follow up to the <a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/04/30/how-to-enjoy-writing/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">23 part series I did last summer</a> on How To Enjoy Writing. In fact it emerged directly from “I have something to say here” to “I should write another book”, which is exactly the transition I’m now questioning in myself 🤔</p><ol><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/01/how-to-enjoy-writing-1-capturing-your-fringe-thoughts/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Be rigorous about capturing your fringe thoughts</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/02/how-to-enjoy-writing-2-placing-limits-on-your-writing/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Placing limits on your writing practice</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/03/how-to-enjoy-writing-3-being-realistic-about-how-long-you-can-spend-writing/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Being realistic about how long you can spend writing</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/03/how-to-enjoy-writing-4-embracing-creative-non-linearity/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Embracing creative non-linearity</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/06/how-to-enjoy-writing-5-keep-trying-to-say-what-youre-trying-to-say/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Keep trying to say what you’re trying to say</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/06/how-to-enjoy-writing-6-procrastination-is-your-friend-not-your-enemy/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Procrastination is your friend, not your enemy</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/07/how-to-enjoy-writing-7-knowing-when-and-why-to-stop-writing/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Knowing when (and why) to stop writing</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/07/how-to-enjoy-writing-8-my-ai-collaborator-offers-initial-reflections-on-the-series-so-far/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Initial reflections from my AI collaborator</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/08/how-to-enjoy-writing-9-creating-the-time-to-encounter-ideas/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Identifying and valuing your encounters with ideas</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/08/how-to-enjoy-writing-10-a-poetic-interlude-from-claude/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">A poetic interlude from Claude</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/08/how-to-enjoy-writing-11-cultivating-an-ecology-of-ideas/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Cultivating an ecology of ideas</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/08/how-to-enjoy-writing-12-claudes-ecology-of-ideas-self-assessment-tool/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Claude’s ecology of ideas self-assessment tool</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/09/how-to-enjoy-writing-13-only-ideas-won-by-walking-have-any-value/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Only ideas won by walking have any value</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/09/how-to-enjoy-writing-13-only-ideas-won-by-walking-have-any-value/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Using generative AI as an interlocutor</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/11/how-to-enjoy-writing-14-word-acrobatics-performed-with-both-harness-and-net/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Word acrobatics performed with both harness and net</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/28/how-to-enjoy-writing-16-dont-impose-a-shape-on-things-too-quickly/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Don’t impose a shape on things too quickly</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/29/how-to-enjoy-writing-17-creative-confidence-means-accepting-the-tensions-in-how-you-think/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Creative confidence means accepting the tensions in how you think</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/30/how-to-enjoy-writing-18-understand-where-the-ideas-which-influence-you-come-from/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Understand where the ideas which influence you come from</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/05/31/how-to-enjoy-writing-19-not-everything-you-write-has-to-become-something/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Not everything you write has to become something</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/06/01/how-to-enjoy-writing-20-being-a-writer-means-being-good-at-ai/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Being a writer means being good at AI</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/06/05/how-to-enjoy-writing-21-accept-that-you-are-not-a-precious-and-unique-snowflake/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Make your peace with the fact you don’t have creative freedom</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/06/06/how-to-enjoy-writing-22-confront-the-creepiness-of-llms-head-on/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Confront the creepiness of LLMs head on</a></li><li><a href="https://markcarrigan.net/2024/06/07/how-to-enjoy-writing-23-be-clear-about-why-you-are-writing/" rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" target="_blank">Be clear about why you are writing</a></li></ol><p><a rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" class="hashtag u-tag u-category" href="https://markcarrigan.net/tag/academic-writing/" target="_blank">#academicWriting</a> <a rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" class="hashtag u-tag u-category" href="https://markcarrigan.net/tag/claude/" target="_blank">#claude</a> <a rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" class="hashtag u-tag u-category" href="https://markcarrigan.net/tag/llms/" target="_blank">#LLMs</a> <a rel="nofollow noopener noreferrer" class="hashtag u-tag u-category" href="https://markcarrigan.net/tag/reflexivity/" 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